GF 2 years dumped me & found a BF quick
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| Mon, 02-14-2005 - 7:02am |
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11-20-02
we get together
she dumped a guy to be with me
everything is peaches and cream before she goes to school in WA
she leaves
and i get paranoid
i assumed too much and didn't put that much trust as i should have
she feels so guilty
so 11 -19- 03
i fly there
for our 1 year anni
but it felt weird
and i did special stuff with her
she feels guilty as
when she comes back
cause she broke up with me the day before my birthday
o.O
i was so mad
and she comes back for xmas break
things felt weird
but anyways
she goes back to WA for school in Jan
Feb
end of Feb she feels guilty
o.o
we got back together during x mas
and she broke it off with me
even told my friends that
a week later my friends had a hotel party
and i wa tipsy and met this gurl
and i got her phone number and stuff
then i start calling her and seeing her
we both like each other
a week after she met we went out first week of March
we slept together and stuff
i felt really bad after i slept together with her
me and the girl i still love, we were both our first
i post the pic on my xanga page
to show i got a new GF
she finds out
and cries forever
calls all my friends
asking for advice
she wants me back etc etc
i was mad
didn't want to talk to her
i was still sleeping with this girl and stuff
she comes back for spring break (End of march), 3 weeks after i start dating the girl
and i knew i still loved her
she tries hard to get me back
and i start sleeping with my love
i stopped talking to the other girl
then this is the hardest part
the girl i was dating found out i slept with my love (girl A)
cause my love (girl A)
calls her up and tells her everything
btw girl A goes crazy after she found out i slept with girl i was dating (girl B)
anyways
she leaves to go back to WA for spring break (beginning of April)
and i still had feelings for girl B
ya
so i go back to girl B
and still sleep with her
ha na found out and broke her heart
then in the end i stopped talking to girl B
ya
cause girl A cried and begged so much and i knew i still loved her
so i go back out with girl A
then girl B starts saying she's "pregnant"
and hell broke loose
o boy
than we find out its BS
so im like forget that!
i go fly to WA on 2nd week of May
so all that stuff happend from end of march sprng break) to may
then i get back with girl A
when i get there she slaps me in public cause she's so mad
and fights with me, and scratches, and we fight
this is when it went all down hill
from may to now
she could never forget girl B
she always gave me a hard time
we would physically fight
but aint that bad, no brusing or anything
just alot of pushing and stuff
i fly back there in 11 19-04
fly
to WA
and everything went ok
but i guess she thought i never changed
and she comes back for xmas in 04'
and we still fight
she goes back to WA after new years jan 3 05'
i thought from jan 2nd to jan 15 05' we were cool
and apparently she says she broke up with me, cause she was mad i guess
but fro jan. 15th to 25 05' they were talking
and 27 they went out
i just can't get over her, i love her to death..
any guy would be like, forget it!
but after all this, i still want her back!
help me!
Edited 2/14/2005 7:27 am ET ET by excludedme

hey heidi,
i appriciate you replying about my dilema
everyone is telling me to let her go
..
its just I DON'T want to let her go..
i regret it so much meeting the other girl..
i thought we could work it out after i got back with my girl
but this is how it turned out..
I can't stop crying, Heidi,
I love her to death and would do just about anything for her..
cause the saying is
"you dont know how special someone is to you, when you dont have them"
Heidi, I can't stop loving her and never will..
i want her back so bad..
she is coming home next month..
is there a chance?
and another saying goes..
"The biggest regrets in our lives are not the mistakes that we make, but instead the chances that we never could take."
it's hard to accept the fact that she didn't tell me straight up she was going after this guy, and i found out a week and a half later, i bawled out crying..
i thought the break up before was not for real
like the previous year..
but now she is for real... :(
im still trying to heal now..
and she coming back home in a couple weeks...
debating to call her if she doesn't call me the whole week, or.. iono..
sigh..