going crazy

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Registered: 04-12-2007
going crazy
Fri, 04-20-2007 - 8:27pm

I made a huge mistake this morning. I showed up at his house at 7am. Our last convesation wasn't good, I was mean and just wanted to apologize. And he did not answer the door. I peeked through the window and saw a huge photo of some woman. She may have even been there. I got in my car and called, I saw him standing in the kitchen listening to his answering machine. I said I guess you still hate me, blah, blah, blah... and pulled out. He did not call so I sent text saying I hate you too!! I know, childish, stupid, immature. I thought we were trying to be friends. During our last call he made several suggestive comments and I came back with nasty remarks. I really thought I was over it and turns out I am not. I am devestated!! I want to get revenge, I do not want to take the high road!!And to make matters worse I just had a hysterectomy and now have a really bad UTI and feel awful

I really needed to vent. Thanks!