Goodbye Tatiana.....

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Registered: 05-28-2004
Goodbye Tatiana.....
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Thu, 07-29-2004 - 1:52pm
It's time Tat......

When we first met, it was as though my world had come to a stop...

Our first kiss, like nothing I had ever known...

The first time we made love, I finally understood what that meant...

I had been walking through life without even realizing it, you made me want to run...

Our travels always left me wanting more, to never let you out of my sight...

I loved your family and friends, I miss them...

Your anger and frustration, I never understood...

You said we needed to talk, I tried, you never let me in...

I wish you would have trusted me, I would have done anything for you...

You didn't believe me, you should have, your fairy tale could have come true...

I always wondered if I could truly love someone, I know now that I can...

Will I ever love again? Yes...

You told me once that you loved me more than you had ever loved anyone, I wish that that were true...

I will always love you to the depths of my soul...

I always thought that you would call, I was wrong...

It's time Tat, Goodbye...
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Registered: 04-04-2003
Thu, 07-29-2004 - 9:26pm
Very touching, and very well put. I am sorry that it came to an end for you. I wish you happiness.


Edited 7/30/2004 7:56 pm ET ET by garlandfairy
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Registered: 07-26-2004
Sat, 07-31-2004 - 7:49am
Nico

When i first saw you I just thought wow, what a cute guy..

i would go to that comp. lab just to see if you are there, try, somehow, to talk to you, see what you really are like..i would sit there, work on my papers and then out of the sudden hear your deep voice and i would just melt

and then one day, we finally met..what a smart, funny guy...and one day we kissed..and ever since i was lost ..fell in love for the 1st time

your knowledge of art, ur unparalled view of the world, ur passion for travelling, passion for living and initially passion for me...a fairy tale

and then we had to part, you in one country me in another..and we still talked every day, you guys are amazing they said

we survived for almost a year...so many places we traveled to, so many ppl we met, nights of passion and exporation. i was only 22, you 24 and still i imagined what it would be like to live with you, wake up with you, get lost in the mundane but sweet everyday life

i met your family, met your friends...so friendly and welcoming

..and then, out of nowhere, you decided for both of us that it can't go on

they say only parents love their kids unconditionally but my love for you was just that..you will never know how good we could have been..you left a scar and i dont know if i will ever be able to get lost in love like this again

you should have called. such a shame

goodbye Nico




Edited 7/31/2004 7:53 am ET ET by lari_sa

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Mon, 08-02-2004 - 12:34am
I look forward to the day that I can finally do this. When I can finally just write that 'goodbye' email or note. The day that all the reasons that I need become less important than just moving on.

Thank you for posting these guys. I think in some sense they are a source of strength and encouragement for the rest of us.

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Registered: 07-26-2004
Tue, 08-03-2004 - 8:04am
i wish a day comes when i will really mean what i wrote

i wish i felt that goodbye deep inside where all i still feel is love

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Registered: 01-30-2004
Tue, 08-03-2004 - 11:28pm
((((Hugs)))) I know that wasn't the easiest thing to do.....but I'm sure it helped to get that off your chest....I know writing things down and saying them aloud really help me. I think you're making progress and I'm glad....I hate to see you hurting. I wish you the best.....keep us posted and remember you're always welcome here!!
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Registered: 07-15-2004
Wed, 08-04-2004 - 3:37pm
Shane,

You dumped me Becuase of the color of my skin.

this is not the 1950's that we're living in.

I thought that you loved me.

thought you were gonna be true.

But when i think about it,

I'm glad that we're through.

Because of all your mindgames, you take you never add.

And these are only a few of the reasons that i am glad.

Each day it hurts less.....

And slowly I'm moving on.

TRUE LOVE KNOWS NO COLOR.

So, THANKS-

And I'm glad your gone.

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Registered: 07-26-2004
Thu, 08-12-2004 - 4:21am


that was real good...and true love really knows no color