Grief & break-up
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Grief & break-up
| Mon, 03-19-2007 - 10:23am |
Ive posted my situation on here a couple of weeks ago, but now I'm struggling. I can't seem to discern my grief over my aunt & the baby & him. This triples my grief & I can't seem to get it together. Ive been calling him like a crazy person & I know that s one thing I shouldnt be doing. But Im hurting so bad.....The baby, My aunt & remembering the best of him. Then It turns to rage when I think about how betrayed & devalued I feel as a result of his actions durung my pregnancy. He's 30 so I can't except that he was scared so he chose comfort "with his EX". I had a high risk pregnancy & the more pain I went thru with my doctors apptmnts, it seems the more he acted out & startd to distance himself, like he Intentionally wanted me to lose the baby. I get stuck when I try to process this because I blame his behavior for what happened. I need to get past this but how??

Hi divinelight,
Here's your previous posts for others to catch up on:
To walk in my shoes,
Grief break-up
Please ask your doctor for a referral to a counselor and/or a Grief Support group.
There is a Bereavement board here at iVillage
Welcome back, divinelight.