guilt...regret?
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| Sun, 06-26-2005 - 9:23pm |
the good news is that i was on these boards a year or so ago and i'm totally over the person i never thought i would get over. the boards help and if i can help anyone by assuring them that they WILL feel better, i'm glad of it.
that said, i'm struggling with something else right now. my situation is different than the heartbreak i was going through. i've basically broken someone else's heart (which doesn't happen often in my life, believe me) and i'm having a hard time with it. i dated this guy for 5 - 6 weeks and he came on very strong from the start. although he was very sweet and adoring and had a lot of good qualities, i always felt a little anxious about it. i began to start figuring out how to end it while he was talking about our future. of course there's the usual fear that i'll never meet anyone else, never be happy with ANYONE, etc. and even though most of the time the relationship didn't feel right to me, i think i'm having some kind of knee-jerk feelings of regret. i guess it's hard to see it clearly because i feel sad about the pain he's feeling and because he was so "there" that even though i wanted to get out of it, i began to become emotionally attached to him.
i don't entirely understand the pain i'm going through right now, but i think any words of encouragement will help.
thanks in advance.
neppi
| Mon, 06-27-2005 - 4:22pm |
| Mon, 06-27-2005 - 5:57pm |
