had a relapse;day 11

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Registered: 01-17-2007
had a relapse;day 11
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Fri, 01-19-2007 - 1:05pm
Woke up crying uncontrollably.I hate this.Today is day 11.My family & friends are all fed up with me .I just want to scream.The weather finally broke & going on sunday morning with my whole family to get my houseful of stuff ,from his house.I guess it's just i'm still in shock,that my life will never be the same.All my hopes & dreams have been shattered.I have had NC with him.Does he just go on? Does he even think about me? what he has done? I feel very sad.
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Registered: 01-16-2007
Fri, 01-19-2007 - 4:13pm
I am sorry you are haviong a bad day.. I say congrats to you for making it the 11 days with NC.. I failed again today and went to his house this morning, 3 days in a row I have had contact.. ugh!
I can't really help with how you are feeling cause I am feeling it too. just wanted to say Good Luck with getting your stuff, be glad you have your family to help you, and hang in there!
Will he be there when you get your stuff? Super good luck if he is!!