hating the weirdness

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Registered: 09-28-2007
hating the weirdness
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Thu, 10-25-2007 - 7:41pm

for the past few years, me and a group of friends (current ex included) would mass

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Registered: 09-28-2007
Mon, 10-29-2007 - 6:53pm

good luck to you. i admire your realistic outlook and handling of the situation. i wish for such strength!


12th day of no contact. the tears are less frequent (i ran out after awhile). but the thoughts of "i wish i had done (or not done) blank. maybe that could've prevented this" keep popping up, as much as i try to shoot them back down.


hope this gets better soon :*(

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Registered: 10-29-2007
Mon, 10-29-2007 - 7:35pm
I've read everything you have all wrote and even read the book "It's called a breakup because it is broken" and I am not feeling any better.
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Registered: 10-22-2007
Mon, 10-29-2007 - 8:17pm

Right now I don't feel brave, and it's only been 1 day of no contact. It's a small community where we live, so I know that I will see him sooner than later. I know he has feelings for me, but

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Registered: 09-28-2007
Mon, 10-29-2007 - 8:22pm

:( trust me, i'm not holding up well. i'm still obsessing about it. i have so much other stuff going on in my life and it sucks that i don't have him

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Registered: 02-05-2007
Mon, 10-29-2007 - 10:37pm

Welcome to the board almyboys,


There are good days and bad days.

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Registered: 09-28-2007
Tue, 10-30-2007 - 2:35pm

13 days of NC.


i'm extremely sad, but think it's physically impossible to cry because my body has run out of tears. that searing pain in my gut is still alive and kicking.


i keep having "what is he doing now?" thoughts. keep wondering if they're together (ugh). he's dropped off the face of the earth; good for me, i guess.


i've lost at least five pounds during this trainwreck.


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Registered: 02-05-2007
Tue, 10-30-2007 - 3:34pm
13 days of NC - yeah!
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Registered: 09-28-2007
Tue, 10-30-2007 - 7:48pm

it kinda feels like i'm imprisoned... just because i had no say in, no control over, the decision.


ugh.


:(

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Registered: 08-02-2007
Wed, 10-31-2007 - 12:55pm
I pray that your pain eases just a bit for you soon.

Hugs,

 

Dbest

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Registered: 09-28-2007
Wed, 10-31-2007 - 4:36pm

thanks so much for your kind words. every note helps.


no contact for 14 days!

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