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Have you ever needed someone so bad?
| Sat, 07-31-2004 - 10:58pm |
What do you do when you cant sleep, cant think straight, cant think about anything but your ex?
I know I screwed things up and I probably deserve what Ive got but what now?
I know I screwed things up and I probably deserve what Ive got but what now?
I dont want anyone else and dont know what to do.
Any advice?

Carrie
I know the feeling of can't eat, can't sleep, can't focus on anything else. My ex left for the weekend but wants to stay on the couch during the week to go to work etc. My friend stayed with me this weekend but is leaving tonight. I feel like I am going to lose my mind.
This is SO hard.
What are you doing to keep your mind off things? I joined this website and another one at msn health. I also joined friendfinder.com. I watch stupid sitcoms. My friend is here and we went to a movie last night.
I know that I will be o.k. eventually but it is so hard right now. I feel like I am on a roller coaster. Most of the time I am sad. Sometimes I feel happy and look forward to finding someone new. Then I get scared that I will choose someone who is horrible for me again. I don't think I have ever had a healthy relationship. I think that there is something wrong with me. Sometimes I get angry that I wasted two years of my life on this person. I am just a bundle of confusion and emotion.
Hang in there. I would like to say if it was meant to be, it will be, but right now those words don't help me too much either. So good luck and if you need someone to write to, I will be checking this board a lot. So I will respond. Check out my listing from yesterday too, if you are interested.
Good luck.
Sheri