Having a really hard time today
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Having a really hard time today
| Thu, 08-09-2007 - 11:34am |
I having a really hard time today! It's day 12 of our break. We went 7 days with NC and then he called b/c he missed me. But no effort has really been made since. I can't stand this anymore. I can't stand not knowing what he is doing or what he is thinking. I feel completely abandoned! The anxiety is killing me! Everything was perfect and then BOOM he freaks out! I just don't understand "space" and "breaks" I have tried to the last 12 days but I just don't. You either want to be with someone or you dont. I mean after 12 days you would think he would know what he wanted to do! I think this is horribly mean and I'm starting to hate him for it! Can someone talk me down from this????

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Hi! Thanks for the reply. I actually did that last week. I made a list of everything he did the last montb leading up the to the break that hurt me. Then I made a list of his other qualities I didn't like. It did help. I have been doing a lot of journal writing the last two weeks and that helps too. Everyone is telling me to get to the gym but I just havent yet. I know it would make me feel better though.
Thanks for the advise.
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