he called - ACK!!!
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| Fri, 04-29-2005 - 4:54pm |
Okay guys. I'm back. I figure this will be and up and down kind of a thing? I had been having a horrible time sleeping Wensday night so drank some wine to relax. Which helped (btw don't worry I'm not using alcohol to drown my sorrows, I drink wine with dinner and sometimes music). I actually could not stop thinking about him (remember I'm at the beach housesitting) enough so that it kept me up during the night/kept waking me up. I had mad crazy dreams and thoughts. Finally fell asleep. Thursday, I'm doing fine. Doing my thing then around four, he calls - then calls again out of the blue(I have him on mute so I didn't hear but got the messages). I am floored and shocked. I knew I'd get a call from him in the next coupla weeks - he had said he would call before I went on vacation to touch bases, so I was prepared for this but I wasn't prepared for this call a mere day after the girl who was visiting leaves town! HUGE GRRRRR.
Left two messages. First call, asked me how I was doing - small talk - second time (within minutes) calls me and tells me I have some important mail (tax and dmv stuff - i changed my address so...) and he'll be working (he works less than a mile away from my place but doesn't know exactly where I live but knows i'm close as i've always loved this area) that night and he could either drop the mail by or I can drop by and pick it up.
I told him on Friday (if you recall he called me to get some mail) that if anything else came that he should just put return to sender on the front.
I didn't return the call. Don't plan to.
It's just aggravating I guess now. I think eventually he'll get the hint that he screwed up and we're done - even as friends...I went back and read some of the stuff he sent me while we were breaking up - and it angered me. How dare he proclaim his love to me but continue on with her? It doesn't set me back. I'm not sad or anything. I want to continue going forward in my healing. Another question.
If the calls continue - should I just tell him not to contact me again? Or should I just keep ignoring them? I assume that eventually they'll stop right? Ack! Just when I started to move forward and get settled with things, he moved in so quickly. Some sort of crazy radar.
| Fri, 04-29-2005 - 9:57pm |
