he called tonight
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| Sun, 09-11-2005 - 8:54pm |
Well, he called tonight. We spoke for about a half an hour. He apologized for hanging up on me and for not keeping in contact with me for a week. He said he needed time to think about us, his future, and his job situation.
He said the other woman had no influence on donating the money. I told him she subconsciously has something to do with it because I've never seen him act so quickly in giving away money like that (he's NOT too generous with money). He said he's positive about this, but I bet he's in denial.
I told him I was being neglected by him and he agreed. I'm sick of always being placed on his non-priority list. Well, at least he got something right -- he called to check up on me because today is Sept. 11th (I was there when it all happened in 2001).
He wanted to discuss with me about us, but he said he'd call me again some other time when I've calmed down. He's probably going to end it. We've been together, living in 2 states, for a long time now and it probably looks like we'll never end this LDR.
Another plus out of the conversation was that I got him to pay me back a little amount of the money I lent him in the past. He told me he'll mail out a check to me. He's gonna repay me little by little...we'll see how long that'll last.
He asked where did this anger come from. I told him that I still think he harbors feelings for her. For example, he drinks wine every night when he never did before (he only started to do it after she showed up). He said I should be over it, but, HELLO!, it's a little hard to do when you're drinking a glass of wine every night and I know where it started from.
Well, whatever. I have a couple of days to myself to think about this relationship. I just needed to tell somebody about this.
Thank you for listening to me vent.
--nygirl718
