He came back

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Registered: 11-16-2012
He came back
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Tue, 11-20-2012 - 3:36pm

Last week I posted here about my ex breaking it off with me because of my drinking.. Fast forward he finially came around yesterday. We went out for coffee started talking one thing lead to another and now he here again in my bed.. He being very supported in my recovery he even sat down with me in an AA meeting I had last night.  It like a dream come true to have him back in my life. He been very depress with out me that he could not take it anymore and reach out to me. He say he love me more then any other woman he has in the past.  He want the best for me.. I did told him about his own drug problem and he is willing to take it one day at a time and to even seek help for himself :-).  I am extramly happy that he is back in life but I also have uneasy feeling inside of me that I just can't shake.. I know as long as I stay sober and continue my help through AA, Church and my Doctor that I should remain sober and having him here is the iceing to the cake.. I truly love him and I can't remember when I ever felt this way for a man before. I was in a loveless marriage for eighteen years,.  My boyfriend for fills me in way I never knew possible.. I just can't let go.. :-(

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Thu, 12-06-2012 - 11:56am
:o) good luck!
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Registered: 08-09-2012
Tue, 11-20-2012 - 7:37pm

lost1968 wrote:
<p>Last week I posted here about my ex breaking it off with me because of my drinking.. Fast forward he finially came around yesterday. We went out for coffee started talking one thing lead to another and now he here again in my bed.. He being very supported in my recovery he even sat down with me in an AA meeting I had last night.  It like a dream come true to have him back in my life. He been very depress with out me that he could not take it anymore and reach out to me. He say he love me more then any other woman he has in the past.  He want the best for me.. I did told him about his own drug problem and he is willing to take it one day at a time and to even seek help for himself :-).  I am extramly happy that he is back in life but I also have uneasy feeling inside of me that I just can't shake.. I know as long as I stay sober and continue my help through AA, Church and my Doctor that I should remain sober and having him here is the iceing to the cake.. I truly love him and I can't remember when I ever felt this way for a man before. I was in a loveless marriage for eighteen years,.  My boyfriend for fills me in way I never knew possible.. I just can't let go.. :-(</p>

I wish you luck.