is this the healing process?
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| Sat, 10-09-2004 - 1:30pm |
it's been around two months now since i broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years. things happened too fast, and since then i have been in shock. i couldn't understand how fate can twist this quickly. (u can read my previous post Sep-24)
i've been through a bad breakup before, and i thought that things would be easier the second time around. but it's not. in fact, i think it becomes harder to deal with since you would have thought that you have learned from your mistakes and this time it's going to be forver.
the only good thing about all this is that i've learned that i am capable of loving with all my heart, and yet, i'm also capable of standing up and saying "no" when i have to.
time is just passing by, i'm waiting for all this pain to go away.
i still miss him like hell, but the thing that hurts most is that i feel there is nothing to dream about anymore..

Good luck getting through this.