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| Fri, 01-05-2007 - 5:35pm |
It was my decision but I'm still really sad. I want to be over it and I'm doing all the righ things. I didn't go back to him when he asked me on Christmas eve or called me twice on NYE. I said no. He's beautiful and wonderful to my children, but his life with his friends has always taken precedence. He has not called me a million times when he said that he would, he's broken dates, forgot my birthday. He left me to go out with his friend when I was recovering from surgery. He's forty one and acts twenty one. He e-mailed me the day before yesterday and I didn't respond. I want to stay strong and not give in, but I wish to hell that I didn't miss him.
I'm focusing on myself. I work out once or twice a day, I'm working really hard on my new business as well as my current business, but I would be lying if I didn't admit that this isn't hurting like hell. You can only talk to friends so much because you just don't want to be pathetic. I just need some support right now I really do. My friend always says that it's amazing that a broken heart doesn't kill you. It's so true

I really believe that you teach people how to treat you and you seem to be well on your way to teaching the world that you want more from a relationship than you were getting. Good for you! Come here and vent anytime you need a little support!
Hugs,
YG
YG
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