HELP ME to MAINTAIN NC!!!!!!!
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HELP ME to MAINTAIN NC!!!!!!!
| Fri, 02-23-2007 - 5:59pm |
Okay so I ran into my ex the other night when I was out with new guy and he reacted badly. Ex owns a business that is down the street from my house and like a literally have to drive by everyday to get anywhere..Anyhow for the past 3 days I have not seen his truck there. It is school vacation week here, so I am just hoping that he took his kids away for a few days. I am starting to feel very badly about how things ended and I know I hurt him a great deal. I know that we should not and can't get back together, but I care about him and wnat to know he's okay

Thanks. I did not call text or email. Despite delting his number and email after so long, it is committed to memory. Typing on here helped and literally telling myself NO NO NO NO NO....He's a grown man.....
You're right about the false hope. That is why I have not been talking to him because I don't want to give him hope that is not there. I love him, but he flat out told me he can't forgive me. So I have to move on. It is hard enough forgiving myself for what happened between us, I can't carry the load for both of us