Help! We work in the same Dept!!!

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Registered: 07-07-2004
Help! We work in the same Dept!!!
Tue, 08-31-2004 - 11:00pm
Ok, life is just horrible right now. My soul mate (or so I thought) broke up with me 6 days ago because he wants to be alone forever. I am devestated and it came from no where. To make matters work we work in the same small department at work and I have to talk to him a couple times a day. He took a few days off, but came back today. Luckily he has been hiding in his office, but I did have to speak to him. I am trying to not be friends with him (which he wants to be friends). I used my profesional voice, did what I had to do and ran out of there and threw up. My heart races and just seeing him makes me sick and I run to the the bathroom to cry and or get sick. I hate this. I just don't know how to deal with this. In a month I am transfering serveral hours away so I won't have to deal with him. But at lunch I just wanted to run over and hug him and ask him why he did this. We used to talk throughout the day and night. Not having that is so hard. Thanks for letting me ramble. Oh and do I let him come to my going away party??

I've been divorced from a different guy and never felt this much pain. When I got divorced, I knew why, with this one I thought he was the one and don't understand why.