Here I Go Again......
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Here I Go Again......
| Tue, 10-16-2007 - 12:14pm |
Just so sad. We have been doing the "breakup dance" for about a year now, bouncing back and forth being together and not together and then together. I think

Hi lani57,
A year of the break-up dance is hard to do (over and over again)..... espeically if nothing was done to help the situation - communication, counseling, good self-help books.
You will get through this.
I'm really trying to trust my gut but right now it's having a hard time convincing me. He has tried so hard to meet me more than halfway the past several months, but it was like I had already reached that point of no return and couldn't go back 100%. I sure I hope I start feeling better soon. Walking around fighting tears at work is getting old. Sometimes I go into the bathroom and let myself cry a little to relieve some stress.
I saw him yesterday at an intersection and I waved. He called me and was acting all chipper. One of the problems I had in breaking up with him was worrying about him being sad and missing me, so I guess he's trying to show me he's really ok. He wants me to come back only if it's what I want and not because I can't stand for him to be sad.