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he's back...
| Mon, 03-05-2007 - 7:10am |
so it's been about 3 weeks or so since he broke up w/me. Now this weekend he stopped over out of the blue...wants to get together for dinner. Man, all the sadness and anger is back again. What is he doing? I know I can't go thru all this again. It was easy to not contact him when he was making no contact. I felt like I was really moving forward. Now I feel like I'm right back to where I started. I just started a new job so I really can't be a basketcase. I jumped on my treadmill this morning and that did help. I just don't know how to fill up my time. The last few weeks have been a blur - just trying to get over him. I live alone and have plenty of projects to do here but man, is that enough? I just want this knot in my stomach to go away. When does the sadness stop? I'm so lost.

I'm going through the same thing! I was moving forward, slowly, and painfully, until he popped back in just probably for a booty call and to lie to me some more.
Just hang in there. I'm trying to, one day at a time, but don't feel alone. There are a lot of jerks out there, so a lot of women go through this on a daily basis.
thanks for your reply. It's so damn frustrating!! I guess I need to tell him that no, we can't be friends. Just go away and leave me alone. I don't think he has any idea how badly he's hurt me. I certainly haven't told him. And i don't want to - I don't want his ego to inflate any more than it already is. ha. I'm tired of feeling like this. I'm tired of feeling all alone, ya know?
Anyway thanks for letting me vent.
You hang in too...maybe we can get thru all this crap together.
Have a great day.
K.