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| Thu, 02-10-2005 - 4:16pm |
Hi, it's me again. I posted on this board a while back about ending a 4 yr relationship. It started up again about a month after that, and now it's finally ended. I didn't like the way I was being treated and there was no alternative.
So it's final now. We haven't spoken in almost a month. At first, I was happy and proud of myself for finally ending this whole thing because I was miserable. Not long after our split, he showed up in a chat room he knew I frequented and threw himself into a flirting frenzy. It was close to disgusting, actually. So why does my stomach turn and my heart sink when I see him doing these things? If I don't want him any longer, anyway? I know...I need to stay out of the chat room. But it keeps drawing me there...sometimes just to see what he's doing. Maybe he's doing it on purpose, I don't know. To me it makes me feel he thought nothing of our relationship, I don't know.
I don't know what I'm asking here, maybe I just want someone to give advice or let me know this is normal.
Thanks all.
| Thu, 02-10-2005 - 8:56pm |
| Thu, 02-10-2005 - 9:38pm |
