Hurting and confused
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Hurting and confused
| Tue, 05-03-2005 - 11:11am |
I am so out of it and having a hard time dealing with everything. I don't know why I can't move forward. I know it's over but I just can't seem to accept it. It is so easy for him, he goes out with his friends and they talk about me. My ex and I are friends with a couple that we have known for a long time and he has been talking to her about our relationship breaking up. She won't call me but she will talk to him about what is going on. Then he comes and tells me what she says to him. More stress. I just cannot handle this. I am so physically and emotionally drained that I can barely make it to work. And living in the same town and the possibility of seeing him out with another woman makes me sick. I feel awful. It is so easy for him to just dismiss me and the last 3 years. I am having a hard time today.

Grace