I can't believe he doesn't love me anymo
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| Fri, 05-27-2005 - 8:35am |
anymore.......the first time we broke up was last July (he dumped me)...the second time was right after Christmas (I like to think that I broke up with him, but he didn't try to stop me at all.)
Of course, I could write a lot about our history, but I won't.
I just don't understand....after all we went through....after feeling/seeing/experiencing his love...he fell out of love with me.
I heard Jersey Girl today....when I was little I dreamed forever about Bruce or my boyfriend singing that song to me.....my ex had taken me to see Bruce twice our first summer together....so of course when I hear any Bruce song I think of the ex.....this morning I heard Jersey Girl....and immediately thought of the ex, how he picked me up from work last Memorial Day weekend...how we went to parties/stayed here....I think of everything a lot...I won't say all the time.....but a lot......
How can I ever listen to a song or see a commercial for a play we went to and NOT think of him?......every Bruce song....every commercial for The Lion King....
It's so hard.

I know how hard it is... it's just going to take time! I can completely relate on the music issue... it's such a huge part of my life and I couldn't hear ANYTHING without it reminding me in some way of my ex.
Hang in there... it WILL get better.
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"You get what you settle for"...