I can't believe he doesn't love me anymo

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Registered: 05-25-2003
I can't believe he doesn't love me anymo
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Fri, 05-27-2005 - 8:35am

anymore.......the first time we broke up was last July (he dumped me)...the second time was right after Christmas (I like to think that I broke up with him, but he didn't try to stop me at all.)

Of course, I could write a lot about our history, but I won't.
I just don't understand....after all we went through....after feeling/seeing/experiencing his love...he fell out of love with me.

I heard Jersey Girl today....when I was little I dreamed forever about Bruce or my boyfriend singing that song to me.....my ex had taken me to see Bruce twice our first summer together....so of course when I hear any Bruce song I think of the ex.....this morning I heard Jersey Girl....and immediately thought of the ex, how he picked me up from work last Memorial Day weekend...how we went to parties/stayed here....I think of everything a lot...I won't say all the time.....but a lot......

How can I ever listen to a song or see a commercial for a play we went to and NOT think of him?......every Bruce song....every commercial for The Lion King....

It's so hard.

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Registered: 05-24-2005
Fri, 05-27-2005 - 10:45am
Things LOOK hard now and FEEL hard. But in time you will look back and see what a waste of time it was..All you need is TIME...Nothing else will change anything. Do things you like, go out with friends, spend some alone time, buy yourself something..Do anything to keep you happy and occupied. I went through 2 really bad breakups in my past and cried and cried. it hurt sooo much. But i pulled my butt up, got myself back in school, saved $$ and bought a car. And I am about to graduate college with a 4.0...It is all how u handle it and the only way to forget is to move on, of course u will look back occassionally but as time goes on it won't hurt as much and u will be strong enough to get in another relationship. Trust me ..:)
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Registered: 05-06-2003
Sat, 05-28-2005 - 1:18pm

I know how hard it is... it's just going to take time! I can completely relate on the music issue... it's such a huge part of my life and I couldn't hear ANYTHING without it reminding me in some way of my ex.


Hang in there... it WILL get better.

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