I can't stop crying now
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I can't stop crying now
| Mon, 11-22-2004 - 9:52pm |
I was doing okay - it has been a week since he broke up with me. He IM'd me last night and now all I can think about is him. I've been listening to the Carpenter's and flipping through albums. I know I shouldn't be doing this, but I can't control myself. I love him so much and I still wonder why I wasn't the one for him. I know there's nothing I did or say, but I can't help wonder if I did something differently he'd still be here with me. I really want to be strong and move on, but it's still so hard. I just wish this sadness will go away. Sorry - I just needed to type out my feelings.

Hi,
You need to break all contact with him.... no e-mail, IM, phone, etc., all contact because otherwise everytime you do hear from him you are going to be at square one. I know what I am talking about. Mine kept calling me even after he dumped me and I kept talking to him because I kept hoping that he would realize his mistake and want me back, it just never happened. The only reason he kept in contact was because guys know that it is much harder to get over someone if they keep communication lines open and keeping you on the back burner; just in case things don't work out in his current situation. That is why most posters tell you no contact is the way to go. I told mine three weeks ago (I should have done it 5 months ago) that I no longer wanted to hear from him and I am finally feeling better. I thought about him less yesterday than the day before and today I know I will think of him less than yesterday. One step at a time. I wish you comfort. Take care. Lucy
Are you feeling any better today?