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I don't understand this
| Fri, 12-09-2005 - 2:56pm |
my boyfiend and i broke up last night and it hurts so much right now i've moved all my stuff and am posting this before i go home tonite. I'm just in so much pain cause he doesn't trust me. He says he thinks that i'm lying to him about my score and that i've been with more guys than i tell him, in all honesty i do not remember i wish i could lie to him and make up a number and stories to satisfy him but then it would be an even bigger lie. this sucks so much he was my life and now he hates me i don't know what to do it hurts so much any advice...i mean i wish we could stay together but he'll never trust me....

I'm sorry that you're in so much pain--I know that you're just feeling raw right now. But it sounds like this breakup is the right thing. You can't be with someone who doesn't trust you. Your past really shouldn't make that much of a difference and if he is going to mistrust you about that, I think it would only be the beginning. I know that doesn't help a lot at this moment, but you will get through this and you'll look back and realize that it was the right thing to do.
Laura