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| Mon, 09-13-2004 - 8:33am |
I feel worse. I just dion't know why i CAN NOT cut off contact.
I think alot of my reasons i'm so sad are that I want someone around and he was the last one. I just can't think of anything that I dont' like about him..he was perfect. He was all i want in a man. We talked last night and he called me an idiot and said there will never be an us and for me to get it in my head.
I think also for me I can't imagine the idea of going the rest of my life without him. I can't imagine him being with someone else. I have even gone out on dates with other people but it just isn't him.
I don't know how to get in my head that he's not worth my time, that I need to stop contact. It is so hard to get through my days...i feel sad all the time.
I just need help. I need something. I feel so hurt by him.
amy

Amy, I'm very sorry you're going through this. I know how much it hurts. Above, I copied and posted a sentence from your post that really stood out to me. Why would you want to be with someone who puts you down and calls you an idiot? I'm not trying to sound harsh, I just want you to think about that...
You also said you want to be with someone and he was the last one. For now, maybe it's best for you to take some time alone, and figure out what you really want from a relationship. You deserve to be treated much better and you can certainly find someone who will do just that.
"Without music, life is a journey through the desert"...
~Lindsay~