I feel so numb
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I feel so numb
| Mon, 12-26-2005 - 6:54pm |
i am so embarrassed to be a 50 year old woman who can't let go. I have been dealing with a guy for 2 years. I confronted him and found out he was cheating. So I tried to cut it off but failed. I agreed to last thru Xmas. well, christmas was so depressing. we were at his moms but it felt like i was a burden to him by being there. I did not ask to go He suggested it. But once he found out I was broke the attitude came on. i am emotionally and financially drained. I feel so all alone,hurt, and so depressed. How do I do the NC

First, I'm sorry to hear you've been suffering through this bad relationship.
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For me, the break up was like the flu I have right now..my whole body aches and I feel like crap. I want it to end and want a cure right now to stop all discomfort..the break up was the same only 100 times more so. I could not stop crying. The sick feeling in my heart ached. What made it 100 times worse were the constant phone calls..If I had to do it again, once he said he needed to see other people for sex (we were LD at times) I should have said, fine, we are done, best of luck. But instead it dragged on and on for 3 months of hell.
No contact is the BEST way to move on..try it for at least a month..see how you do..surround yourself with people who love you.