i gave so much but he never gave back
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i gave so much but he never gave back
| Tue, 02-21-2006 - 9:46am |
we were together for 6 months and i always supported him and tried to help him through his drama. he never made any effort to do the same for me. all i ever wanted was his attention and love but i guess he couldnt give it.i felt like i wasn't worth his time. if i tried to tell him what i needed he would yell and cuss at me and if i cried he would ask me why the hell was i crying. finally on our anniversary weekend (even though he promised me a month ahead of time) he wouldn't even spend the whole time with me. he went out with his friends instead and yelled at me for wanting him to stay with me saying if i couldnt accept that he had other things to do then 'f*ck u' . needless to say, that was the straw that broke the camel's back, but why do i feel so sad. i miss him so much. we could've been happy if he didnt treat me like sh*t. i should be happy that it's over, but i'm miserable. why?

Appreciate this time you have to yourself and be thankful that you do not need to deal with such an abusive person anymore.