I HATE THIS DAY!!!
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I HATE THIS DAY!!!
| Thu, 05-31-2007 - 3:12pm |
So today is the day! I HATE THIS DAY! Today is the day that would have been 4 years for my ex and i! and it is so hard!
I spoke to him last night and saw him this past weekend, he hugged me as I cried and told me that what we had was good while we had it. He told me to be happy and stop crying! It is so hard for me, today I can’t seem to survive it! It is the first anniversary that is not an anniversary! It should have been 4 years today! I was supposed to be happy and now look at me now! How could we let this get this far? It has been over 8mth since we brook up, I have seen other people and I just want him!!!
This day is so hard for me and I am all alone and no one is here for me! I just want the day to just pass! I want to be ok! I want to be happy again!
G-D I wish that it would get easier soon!
Tell me how do you make this day easier?
LANA
I spoke to him last night and saw him this past weekend, he hugged me as I cried and told me that what we had was good while we had it. He told me to be happy and stop crying! It is so hard for me, today I can’t seem to survive it! It is the first anniversary that is not an anniversary! It should have been 4 years today! I was supposed to be happy and now look at me now! How could we let this get this far? It has been over 8mth since we brook up, I have seen other people and I just want him!!!
This day is so hard for me and I am all alone and no one is here for me! I just want the day to just pass! I want to be ok! I want to be happy again!
G-D I wish that it would get easier soon!
Tell me how do you make this day easier?
LANA

Hi Lana and welcome to the board,
My suggestion is that you journal write, vent on paper, then do something nice for yourself today.
But then I read some really interesting articles (from typing in 'Broken Heart' into the search engine) and realised that there are certain men who 'do' this to us! We turn into complete emotional wrecks!
Try and figure out why you still love him - do you really still feel that love or is it something else. We often feel that we can't love other guys in the same way, which is why your dates aren't working. But keep going - you WILL love someone else!
I found that getting angry with my ex was the answer, in the end - to hell with keep your dignity! I felt so much better afterwards and started the road to recovery.
I know all about feeling that you can't love someone else, I divorced my 1st husband, was widowed from my second and have just come out of a 6 yr relationship. I loved everyone of them, but each time it happened I never thought I would!
Just hang on in there and good luck.