I just don't know...
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I just don't know...
| Tue, 02-12-2008 - 9:13pm |
So, I'm a bit taken back. I've been doing good. It's been about a month since me and my fiancee broke up. Mind you this has been coming for the pass year. It's been a long hard struggle, he's been verbally, physically, and emotionally abusive to me for awhile...and he can't hold down a job. Anyway, I thought I really loved him..but then when we broke up.. I realized, I felt like I could breathe again, not so much as feeling depressed as I once did when we took a break the first year we were together...It kind of felt good to be separated from that constant misery actually...so, anyway, my ex started messing around with my best friend...they were going behind my back lying about stupid stuff..it became too much. Both of them lie, so, I dont really know the honest to god truth, I ended up kicking him out of the house..He moved in with her sister... It's just been haywire ever since. I ended up vowing never to talk to either one of them again. Well, my ex ended up calling me 4 times the other day, then the girl who i thought was my best friend called me one more time after that... I ignored it. then today she called back...left a msg saying it was very important. I called her back, to find out my ex's uncle had passed away...a uncle we were both kind of close with. It broke my heart, but i was angry i had to hear it from her. I was angry that I have to be constantly reminded that theyre doing whatever. Maybe that's selfish...but I was. Then ontop of it, my anger got the best of me, and I called and said so, your gf called and i hear your uncle passed away..Why didn't you call? Knowing he did.. He basically told me he'd be fine, and if i wanted to come up to the wake, I could..but his cousins were here. I feel sick to my stomach. I don't know where to go from here or what I'm suppose to do...I dont even kniow why I'm questioning this.. I feel like Ive taken a step back verses a step forward...and it scares me...


This whole situation just sucks for you and I truly am sorry that you are going through this.
Welcome to the board anda55,
You don't have to go to the wake no matter how close you were to his uncle.