I just found proof he's cheating
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|Tue, 08-09-2011 - 7:49am|
I am so heartbroken now, I have just found out my boyfriend of 6 years is cheating on me. I feel really lost and don't know what to do. We have been together since I was 20 and had our ups and downs, made many mistakes along the way and grew together, moved in together and I just can't imagine life without him. There's no point trying to psychoanalyse what went wrong, nothing will ever be the same again. We just came back from vacation, went for a romantic break which we both needed so much and things were going good, I just turned 26 and we both remembered why we mean so much for each other, we had a really lovely time just looking back through our relationship and our time together. Well today I found photos and videos on his computer, photos of himself having sex with another woman, and videos of her performing sexual acts on him. I can't even begin to tell you how my whole world came crushing down on me. He is at work at the moment and doesn't know that I know. I'm not the type of person who is confrontational or who screams and shouts. I can't tell anyone else either as all our friends are common friends and our families are really close as well. This is why I came on here, I have no one else to share my pain with and I really don't know what to do. I don't want to understand why he did it, we both said that we would forgive anything but cheating, I feel like I wasn't enough for him even though he tells me all the time how I am his everything. How can I be his everything when he goes and sleeps with other people? There is also a photo of himself naked which he took in the mirror on MY birthday last week and it's named 'for adele' adele being that woman in the pics...
I don't want to make a scene and I don't want to argue, I just want to know how to cope with this without it killing me. What life is out there for me without him? Where do I go? I'm so lost right now :(