I Never Thought It Would Be This Hard!
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| Sat, 12-08-2007 - 7:22pm |
2 days ago i split with my partner of 2 years,
we had previously split up this time last year but he came back so i forgave him thinking things would change but they never did! Im not saying it was all him beacuse i was partly to do with it. Now we have split up and i think this time it is for good and i have never been so heartbroken i miss him so much but i think he has done us both a favour, but when you love someone you dont want to believe that! When im keeping busy i am fine but tonight i have been on my own and i have done nothing but cry! all i want to do is call or text him and say sorry but i dont feel i should as he broke up with me over something that wasn't important so really i am waiting for him to contact me but i really dont think he is going to and it is so hard to face that fact that this time it is over for good!
If anybody can give me any advise please help, i know its only been 2 days and its expected to be like this but i really dont see it improving beacuse i still love him so much and he is still my world!
Thanks

I post this in another thread. See if this helps:
HOW TO GET OVER HIM:
Doing this one thing has really helped me GET OVER HIM. It might not apply to everyone's breakup but her goes: I wrote down a list of every lie he told, every promise he didn't come thru on, every disappointment, every time he was not there for me, every bad thing he did. Then I put the list by the phone, in a my purse, in my pocket. If I was ever tempted to call, return a call, email, whatever - I pulled out the list AND HAD TO LOOK AT THE COLD HARD FACTS. Do I really want to be in touch with a person who hurt me so bad? How can I look myself in the mirror? I can't say it always worked, but for the 95% time that it did, IT WAS WORTH IT. The less the contact, the easier it was to rebuild myself.
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Welcome to the board xkay,
Grief is a powerful emotion and the grieving process can be a long one.
Reading material:
How To Get Over Your Breakup