I really want it to be over........
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| Thu, 03-24-2005 - 11:42am |
Hi everyone.... this is the first time i've ever been on here so please bare with me for a bit :)
Basically- i just broke things off with my BF today. To make a year and half worth of stories short ... we were a very on again off again couple. We had our fights all the time over stupid little issues... we'd break up -maybe because it seemed like the simplest thing to do... and then we'd get back together. We've done this sooo many times that i've lost count completely. I decided today that I've had it up to here. The main thing is that I really love him... but I just don't get the vibe that he loves me as much. He thinks he does... but if he did- i think that things would be different. He can go 2 or 3 days without any contact with me. He isn't cheating... he just thinks its ok even though he knows that i like to hear from him.
My main thing right now is breaking the cycle. This is it... i can't let us get back together. We've done it too many times and i'm sick of getting hurt.
I'm not sure exactly why i'm on this message board. I guess i just want others opinions about things.... like how can i get over this... what can I do to move on.... i just don't know anymore. All I know is that we shouldn't be together... not now at least.
Help!
| Thu, 03-24-2005 - 4:11pm |
| Thu, 03-24-2005 - 6:41pm |
