i saw him tonight......
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i saw him tonight......
| Sun, 12-11-2005 - 11:06pm |
I just need to vent. About 2 weeks ago I posted how i had broken up with my bf, becasue i had the feeling that he was cheating on me with this other girl and how he always stood me up and lied about his bussiness trips. Well I did break up with him that time but i broke down and whent to his house. We made up and decided to give it another try (i know stupid of me) but of course not even a day had gone by and he was back to his old ways so we got in to a fight last sunday (he once again stood me up) we were actually just text messaging back and for and all he said was "then lets just stop this" and that was it. so the next day he was suppose to give me some money so i went to pick it up at his work and he gave it to me and he told me that if i wanted to talk i should just email and we will set a time. so i did, becasue i love him right? but he never responded, so i text message him and he never responded. So i figured that, that was it he was done with me. So today i went to the mall and guess who i ran in to, him....with that girls kids. we were walking right next to each other without knowing so when i turned there he was and all i said was "is good to know you are doing well" and he just looked at me like saying "oh well" and didnt even say a word so i just kept on walking. I just cant believe that i ran in to him......and i am hurting so much. but i know that i am better without him, i know but it still doesnt stop hurting. how can someone that a week ago was telling you how much they love you and how much you mean to them, can look you in the eye like they havent done anything wrong? why do people hurt other people without a reason? i dont understand.

This is just my opinion, but personally, I think that anyone who is capable of being so plain out cruel to another person has some real problems.