i think NC is the BEST!!!
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| Tue, 01-16-2007 - 3:31pm |
hi guys..i just wanna vend anyways here it goes...well i posted here 2wks ago that my ex come to visit me...and now what i think is a very bad idea....since that day we never had contact...and last sunday it was his bday...i didnt called him atleast to greet him...cuz i prepare not to.
yesterday i contacted my friend who actually told me last time that he saw my ex w/this girl...she told me that she hang out w/this same girl now...i know my friend she's a type of person who like to investigate...she's actually doing that cuz for her own interest..you know what i mean?? anyways she told me that my ex was kinda trying to date this girl but that girl she not interested cuz she doesnt like dating guys w/kids...
and she also told me the guy who actually talk bad about me(he was telling everyone that i slept w/him which IS a BIG LIES)....(same guy that my ex asking me if i know that guy)...NOW!!! my ex and that guy HANGOUT TOGETHER!!! GRRRRR
my friend told me if a want to talk to that guy..ofcourse i told her yes...she actually put me on 3way...so i ask him if he ever invent that gossip...he told me he will never do that to me... his sound guilty and also his in a hurry to hang up the phone...my friend think's his sound very guilty...
actually that guy was my other friend ex....long time ago he come by my house and ask me if he could take a shower cuz his kinda homeless that time....so ofcourse i'm a type of person that i dont say no esp to a friend right? after he take shower he went straight and sat next to me....but for me i dont give meaning....suddently his about to kiss me....i push him and ask what the heck his doing??? he said he know that i been waiting for that.....well nothing happen and i ask him to leave...so now i'm assuming he felt bad and whats to revenge to me...so what he did he talk shiitttt about me...
i bet yah he told my ex too....no wonder why my ex called me after almost 2mths without NC asking me about that guy....also my ex has a trust issue to me...i know he believed this guy....no wonder when i was talking to him last time...someone called me it was my mom....so i told my mom i will call her back and hang up...he ask me who just called me i told him...it was my mom...he said why it was so quick if it is my mom...blah blah...actually i just ignore it...
now i feel so terrible....i dont know what to think...i want to ask him if he believed that guy and also about that girl too....he told me before that his not dating anyone or not planning...cuz his busy working and dont have time for that...all BS
i know i dont have that right anymore.....thank god i didnt call to greet him on his bday...i just wish that i didnt let him come to my new apartment..so atleast he doesnt know where i leave....and i just wish that i dont feel bad if i findout staff about him....
anyways thank for reading it...it makes me feel good to let everything out here...cuz my friend their tired of hearing it....
