I want to call him!

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Registered: 01-21-2007
I want to call him!
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Fri, 02-16-2007 - 7:50pm

I want to call him so bad! I know I don't need to. I just want to hear his voice. I want to talk to him about us. I don't want my marriage to be over, and I want to tell him that. I'm afraid that he hasn't called because he's waiting for me to call. At least that's what he said the first time he left for 2 days. But then a week later he left again. I want to ask him if he's willing to try again and see if we can work this out. I want to tell him I love him.

I tried going to the gym to clear my mind, but as soon as I was finished, my thoughts immediately drifted back to him. His mom's gone out of town for the weekend, so it would be easy for us to talk without anyone knowing and interfering.

Do I call? I miss him so bad, and I'm afraid that since he hasn't heard me say that, then he thinks I'm fine with this. When he first left, I made such a big deal about money because he was leaving me with all the bills, and a really old car (17). He kept saying that I could have the tax money since that is all I am worried about. I tried to tell him that worrying about that was easier than worrying about him, but each time I would just start crying.

what do I do?

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Registered: 01-22-2006
Sat, 02-17-2007 - 10:39am

I received a lot of the same treatment from my ex when we first separated.

Susan

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