I was doing SO well! Now I'm down again
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| Wed, 03-12-2008 - 7:36pm |
Hi all. Some of you may recognize my screenname. My ex left about 2.5 months ago and I havent talked to him since. We lived together for 3.5 years. Anyways... I had been doing so well the past month I'd say. Then BAM!, this weekend I spent most of the time by myself and now I'm feeling so depressed. All I'm doing is thinking about him and replaying memories. I also cant stop thinking about who he may be with right now and wonder if he's moved on. Last night was one of the worst nights since he left. I was in bed for about 3 hours just tossing and turning and thinking about him. It's so weird because I haven't done that since the week that he left. Today at work I had to actually get up from my desk a few times and go to the restroom because my eyes starting watering because I wanted to cry. It feels like he just broke up with me. How could this be?! Is this some phase or stage that everyone goes through? I'm starting to wonder if maybe I need some therapy to get through all the things in my head.
Has this happened to anyone else?

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thanks for writing that. interesting. my nightmares and sadness popped up in the last week , worse than ever.
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