I wish I were a guy...
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I wish I were a guy...
| Mon, 03-03-2008 - 11:32am |
It's been almost 2 months since the breakup. About a month of no contact. Yet, I'm STILL holding on to hope! I still want and hope to hear from him!
Most of my posts lately have been "How can he do this so easily?, how can he walk away?, will we ever talk again?, etc". I cannot seem to get over this one hump!
I keep praying every night that God will help us both heal and regroup and reconcile. Unanswered prayers I guess. But, I just want to let go. I hate that I am still waiting...
I wish I were a guy just so I could get over this IMMEDIATELY like they always seem to.
(Backstory...it is a bit difficult to get over the hope and waiting. We were long distance and he is coming home in May...)
Edited 3/3/2008 7:02 pm ET by lushassgrl

It's been a month since mine (all of which has been NC), after an LDR of 4 years and a total of 5. I know all of your feelings all too well--the hoping that he's going to call, the questioning over if we'll ever speak again, and the anger at him for letting it go without a fight.
I think it's worse for those of us with LDRs. We're used to waiting and used to not being with our lovers, and so, when we're broken up, it simply feels like we're waiting again. It just never feels officially "over". I wish I had some great advice on how to get that feeling of finality, but I haven't found it yet either. Hopefully we'll both find our way to that point soon.