If I leave him alone I am letting him go
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If I leave him alone I am letting him go
| Fri, 02-15-2008 - 5:13pm |
I know that is what I am supposed to do, but can't it be easier?
It's been about a month since the breakup. About a week of no contact. I am doing OKAY. But, now I am starting to feel guilty if I leave him alone (practice no contact) that I am letting him go and I just didn't care enough.
I am most upset wondering/worrying whether or not I will hear from this man again. I do not want him back right now (I still have SO much to work on). But, I am scared he won't be in my life anymore.
I cannot stand that relationships are so loving, so serious, so comfortable, etc and then your loved one goes just in the blink of an eye never to look back. I feel so expendable. We were engaged. How could he just throw me away?

No one can tell you why.... but you are NOT LESS than because of his choices, decisions, actions or words.