I'm doin' alright...
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| Mon, 04-02-2007 - 6:45pm |
Day 10 of no contact (again). Doing OK though. Life is full of surprises, and I'm trying to take each day at a time.
One of the biggest obstacles I've been facing is my lack of trust and not just w/ men. When I was a teen - in those formative years where boys and girls start liking each other LOL - I had 3 different boyfriends who cheated on me with 3 different 'best friends' of mine. Therefore, I have big trust issues with men and women both, including some of my closest friends.
For example, a friend of mine has a real problem of NOT returning phone calls or replying to emails. My ex has hacked my email before. So when I don't hear from my friend, I start freaking out that MAYBE my ex got ahold of my password & hacked my account and then contacted everyone in my address book. Psycho and far-fetched, I know, but...I can't help myself. Of course, I know this isn't what happened and that she's just busy, but it just drives me nuts that I even THINK that way.
UGH.
Oh well. My daughter and I are leaving on Weds for a 4 day vacation to Memphis...talk to you all then!
