im dying inside

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-28-2006
im dying inside
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Sat, 10-06-2007 - 9:18pm
now i dont know what else to do.i feel so trapped.lately i feel like my bf has been "ducking" me. i wonder if this is his way of sayin its over but how can this be? he told me he loves me and we talk bout everything. im so afraid that this whole week he wont call me and everytime i think about it i break down and cry. i hate this.very one is happy with their bf while im stuck being sad and depressed. i even feel like going to sleep and never waking up.this is really taking a toll on me. i feel as though all he said was lies because now i cant ven get a chance to talk to him at all. i want to leave but im so in love please please help. i cant talk to anyone really because they are all busy most of the times(my two best friends)with school or work.its like nothing will cheer me up. i even wish i can buck him somwhere just too see his face.
iVillage Member
Registered: 10-05-2007
Sat, 10-06-2007 - 9:30pm

You will survive this!

iVillage Member
Registered: 10-06-2007
Sat, 10-06-2007 - 9:42pm

Hi there, I Just found this board and was looking for people with similar situations to mine.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-28-2006
Sun, 10-07-2007 - 7:01pm
hey thanks its like i cant get him out of my mind i cant even sleep at all. it is so easy for some ppl to just get over and not think about it but i cant. i think its very childish to not tell me its over if it is i think were old enough to talk to each other face to face even if he wants to break up. why am i bing treated this way? i dont feel i did anyhing wrong i dont even know. i miss him so much all i can do is look t pics of us because i cant see him
iVillage Member
Registered: 02-05-2007
Sun, 10-07-2007 - 7:21pm

:: i think its very childish to not tell me its over if it is i think were old enough to talk to each other face to face even if he wants to break up. why am i bing treated this way?


Because he's not the adult you want or need him to be.





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iVillage Member
Registered: 10-06-2007
Sun, 10-07-2007 - 7:23pm

I totally understand; been there.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-30-2007
Tue, 10-09-2007 - 8:05am

I know exactly how you are feeling. I am going through a similar situation (I put my message up on the board) and listen to the other's advice. the only way you can deal with this is allowing time to ease the pain. The worst thing for you like me is having no answers, no closure. You've done nothing wrong and how can someone who loved you walk away seemingly without a care in the world. Time does help but you have to be prepared for breaking down sometimes. You have to accept what you can't change. Its hard as I am finding out myself but just give it time.