Im feeling so pathetic...

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Im feeling so pathetic...
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Thu, 05-25-2006 - 7:42pm

I was dating my best friend and 2 year crush for about three months. I had never loved anyone so much. Im only sixteen, and even though I have hyper active emotions and three months isnt the longest time, it was for me.

I found out that he liked another girl.
(Of course there is a very long story behind that, but Im sure no one is really all that interested in hearing it).

I had to make myself break up with him.
I really didnt want to at all.

And now I CAN NOT get over it.
I cant decide whether or not I want to focus my energy into moving on, or getting him back. At first he seemed to still have some feelings left for me, but now there dont seem to be any.

He said he wanted to be friends, friends like we were before we dated, but i cant do that, because our entire friendship included me being desperately in love with him, trying to take it to the next level.

Its been a couple of weeks now and I feel like I should be over this by now, I mean...ITS HIGH SCHOOL! Relationships come and go, but I just cant seem to get back on track.

I dont know...
*sigh*

<3 Andrea

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Registered: 09-16-2003
Thu, 05-25-2006 - 9:51pm
you're not pathetic, you're young.


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Registered: 01-12-2005
Fri, 05-26-2006 - 11:53pm

You are so not pathetic!

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