i'm so angry, i don't know what to do
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| Thu, 04-19-2007 - 12:43am |
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alright, this post is more of a vent, but feel free to add input.
i am over my ex and my confusion and hurt are now replace with hate. it's not that i hate him for the break up but i dislike him as a person in general (trust me if you knew him and heard bout the things he did, you wouldn't like him either). anywho well, i am supposed to work with him this saturday, but it is also the day that he wants to go to san fran for some stupid concert. he tried to get other people to cover his shift but no one would so he did what he always does. he says he's just not going to show up ( now most managers would fire his ass, but no, i guess not in his case ).
now, last weekend my friend asked me to go to s. cal with her for the weekend, so i would have to get that same saturday off. i tried to call this one girl whom i've done so many favors for such as the last incident where i came to work for her even after my 12 hour day at school. she proceeds to tell me that she can't work that day and blah blah blah. now tell me why i get a call from my co-workers saying that this same girl decided to work for my ex that same night. i am just soo pissed. why does he continuously get to be happy and have everything while i'm stuck where i am. i'm am officially at the point where i am looking for another job and i will no longer put any effort into this one. this is so unfair. i am just starting to become happy and content with myself and then "this" is thrown on me.
am i overreacting? i kno that i need to find a new job because i am truly miserable there.

ethiepooh...
Pianoguy has only one question:
"Why are you getting so upset over a man who you broke up with?"
You can vent all you want...but the chapter you and he experienced together IS OVER!
If you have a vacation day coming up...take it and head for Southern California. If you don't...work the shift and relax...because the EX isn't gonna be around!
Pianoguy
i'm mad b-cuz if she hadn't done t he would have not shown up anyway, he is that selfish. and i'm mad b-cu i called her first and had a legit reasn and she knew how hard life has been lately. iwent to the hospital recently and have been having anxiety attacks. im not letting him get to me i was atually happy that he wasn't going to show. i just can't stand alll of this backstabbing and how he is the one who treated me like crap, but seems to still get everything he wants. i'm just saying, it's not fair. just wanna know when karma will kick in
Hi ethiepooh,
::i'm just saying, it's not fair. just wanna know when karma will kick in
Life isn't fair, but karma does happen. Sometime we never see it and never hear about it, but it does happen. If you can trust the Universe (God, whatever you believe in) it will happen if you let go of the idea of having to HAVE it happen.