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it is over
| Fri, 04-21-2006 - 2:34pm |
Well my last great relationship of just under two years is over. He is bringing the key to my apt. back today. ( I never had his key). I can't stop thinking about him. Easter Sunday was the last day we spent together. If I new it would be the last time we would be together I would have kissed him more and held him tighter. I put up a good front for him. I put his clothes in a bag and hung it on the dorknob like I don't care. (Psycho moment I smelled them first to see if the smelled like his cologne.)He want to see other women. I think he already has her in mind. I can't stop crying. I hurt so bad. It takes 21 days to get over a habit. I wish I did not still love him. jessica

Its natural to think of things we could have done, but if someone is intent on ending it, then they will do, nothing you could have done. It'll be like that in your mind for a while - the what if's, its the brain's way of piecing it together.
You hinted that there was someone else involved. If so, then for your own sanity don't try to contact him, as it will only hurt you seeing him with someone else... and you gotta keep that dignity and get healing!
I am going through it too, the sad betrayal, lies and deceit and its nearly been a month.. its hard! But everyone here is fantastic - we are all going through it too - and people do get through this, so hold on! Vent, and let it out here, in the safety of these message boards!
jessica