It takes time and I dont like it

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Registered: 06-19-2004
It takes time and I dont like it
Sat, 08-07-2004 - 1:49pm
Now I didnt speak to him or had any contact for 2 weeks and today I couldnt stop myself and send him an email. It was a really short one and nothing special although I wanted to say something like: I miss you everyday still, I want you, I need you and especially something like...did you miss me? But ofcourse I didnt...

Anyway, I just find it so irritating that I still think about him even I know he and I are no good together and I dont even like him so much when I think about it, it just the rejection that makes me feel so lonely and low. I dont understand why he didnt want me anymore.....trying to find the reasons.... He is just a fool, and me too to still think about him!

Samie