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Its All My Fault!!
| Wed, 10-27-2004 - 3:31pm |
I was in the perfect relationship. 2 an 1/2 years of total bliss. He loved me and I loved him. I started to look at all of the negatives. I became unhappy on my own. I started the fights. I couldn't look at the good, what we had. Then, another guy paid attenion to me and I messed everything up. I thought that a relationship with this other man would be better than my other relationship. I broke up with him, ignored him, all because of the bliss of another mans attention. He has proven himself not to care and I want my ex-boyfriend back so badly. But he hates me, he said that he would never get back together with me for reasons. It breaks my heart and I can't stop thinking about what would have been. I messed it up for nothing. Now I am single and never been so alone. I haven't talked to him and I yearn for him. What should I do. I am sure that he has found someone else by now, but I am the only one right now with true love for him. I am so depressed, I can't function, I just lie in bed and wonder and cry. Please help me!!!
Ash
Ash

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