its a beautiful wknd - AND I HATE IT

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Registered: 08-08-2004
its a beautiful wknd - AND I HATE IT
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Sat, 03-26-2005 - 3:07pm

its the long wknd, and its absolutely gorgeous here. spring is in the air - the sun is out, i have almost nothing to do (for once!) - and I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT.

its making me want to cry because i know who i would have been spending this gorgeous wknd with had we not had broken up two wknds ago... i ache soooooooooooooooooooooo badly to spend time with him and have him hug me :( ........... im crying and it just hurts ... it hurts :(

just two wknds ago - we spent friday together, then he picked me up after work on saturday and we spent the day making earings together, and cooking dinner and watching a movie - and then the next day, i was over at his parents for dinner.... and two weeks later - WTF is this?!?!

im so sadened. i dont know what to do. i just miss him. and i dont know what to think. i dont know what hes feeling.

ugh.
eeksj :(

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Registered: 01-16-2005
Sat, 03-26-2005 - 3:21pm

Do you have anyone u can hang out with to sort of lessen the sting? That's always been an issue for me. I'm too embarrassed to tell a lot of my friends that I'm broken up over some dummy i met online because they don't take my pain seriously. Try to have someone come over or go out and do something. The more you are alone and just think about it, the worse off you're going to be. I have two kids with me in the house and I am trying to seem as if nothing is wrong. I'm also sitting around checking my email every few hours hoping there's something there from my ass. If you lived in my area, I'd say come over and we could try to make each other happy!

D

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Registered: 03-07-2005
Sat, 03-26-2005 - 6:48pm

I can so relate. I swore it was sunday already, but I was wrong. This day has just been a drag. Doesn't help that I still dream about her, blah!

Ascendent