Its my birthday

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Registered: 04-11-2004
Its my birthday
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Sat, 01-20-2007 - 2:39pm
Well here is a recap we broke up on new years day. I saw him last sunday for the first time since the breakup and now I am on day 6 of no contact with him, and its my birthday. I feel ok. I still have my moments, i mean it has been only 19 days. But I am looking back at the relationship and seeing the flaws and the good times. And i think i am ready to let him go, he is gone, i have no choice, but my heart says it is ok to let him go. It just sucks that it is my birthday and i wont celebrate with him. But i am going to celebrate with my friends tonight! And that makes me happy.
I have given up on the what ifs, because it just is torture to put myself through that when i realize it is in the past and nothing can change it. When i saw him on sunday we cleared up any outstanding business we had with each other. So there is no holding on to get my cd back or anything like that. THat really helps too. I still am nervous about going out in the neighborhood and running into him, but i will deal with that when it comes to that time. Thanks for listening and just hang in there and read all the posts over and over again. It helps and we are all here for you!!!
iVillage Member
Registered: 01-16-2007
In reply to: julesp78
Sat, 01-20-2007 - 2:53pm
happy, Happy, Birthday!!! I hope you have a great time tonight ging out with friends!!
Last sat. was my b-day and it was the worst, it is when he tried to end it with me, I just hung on another week, well 5 days after that but anyway,, you hang in there and have fun!!
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Registered: 06-22-2006
In reply to: julesp78
Sat, 01-20-2007 - 8:00pm

Sounds like you're doing well so far :)

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