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| Thu, 09-15-2005 - 11:53am |
hello all..im new to posting but not new to the boards. and i must say reading them make me feel a bit better to know im not the only one goign thru confusing situations.
anywyas... so my b/f and i were together for a 1yr+.. everything was great..we had our ups and downs but thats normal. the past 3+ weeks have been pure hell for me. He said that we need to take a break and he needs to sort stuff out. we went on a break for 2 weeks but he wanted to see me for his bday (9/9). so i was like ah w/e... i called him a couple days later and asked if he missed me or the time apart made him feel better. he tells me "i dont feel anything when i kiss you"..and im not happy... blah blah blah.
he's going thru some situations right now.. b/c his mother passed last year and his dad just got remarried so it seems as if his whole world is falling apart. he was telling me all this crap about how he needs to be alone and needs time to think and fix everything.. yet he spent all this free time (every day of the week) with his friends. that part i still dont understand.
so he tells me he wants to be friends and crap.. but he just needs to be away from me for awhile or w/e. he feels like he's holding me bakc blah blah blah blahb blah
but i really care aobut him alot and ive explained to him 10000000 times how i dont give a crap about all this crap his tellin me.. i told him ill stick by his side no matter what if he needs something.but he just kept push push pushin me away...
so. after a long day at the mall of shopping getting my hair done and my make up done feeling all fresh and happy. im ok with it. it still makes me sad, but im not gonna hold my breath any longer waiting for him to figure out whats going on in his head.
is it wrong for me to still be in love + love him?...i cant just reject him like that..hes such a wonderful person.
*sorry for rambling on.. =/

I agree w/ rosemile.
It sounds like he could be going through a depression due to the loss of his mother - which could be totally understandable.