Its sad but its over...
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Its sad but its over...
| Wed, 05-18-2005 - 12:14pm |
Thanks every body to share all their stories with me, I end up my relationship with ex-boyfriend for good.
He was seeing other girld and I new about her but I keep coming to him because I though that he would leave her and comeback to me but I was wrong.
we were in this sick friendship for one month but yesterday It was over.
How he can be so cool and give me some hope back there and now his new girlfriend is pregnant and that give me the streight to leave.
Its not right, and its so bad what he is doing too, I asking do you love her? and he said to me that he doesn't, how you going to bring a baby to this world without love?
I know it was my fault not to applied the no contact rule, but I was in so much love, and he was telling me that he still care about me, and that he was so alone without friends and he didn't want to lose me but he was confuse about me and her.
I was so stupid but why I have this feeling of still helping him........ but I need to run from this relatioship for my own sake, he doesn't need my help or friendship, he got into this problem and he has to come out alone.
Its time to move on, I just came believe that I was so naive and stupid to still thinking in him. I guess becuase he was my first love and I thought that I will married him.
It was sad to hear his last words of goodbye
"thanks it was fun" and I said to him well for me it was more than that and he answerd me "yes it was more for me too" I don't know if he really mean it but my heart want to believe that.
He is a totally different person now, not the sweet guy that I met before in the begining of our relationship.
I don't want to believe that he used me or that he was in lust for one year while for me it was pure love.
We had so many dreams together before even think in children but after we graduated, now I guess he will not do that, his parents are leaving the state, he will be alone and try to find a new job and place by her own here or miami if he wants to live with his new girlfriend and son, but I don't need to care about that anymore its not my problem I need to repeat that in my mind, I don't care about him anymore.
Now its just me.....
to cure my wounds and forget him and find my new love but I hope I can trust in somebody again I don't want to give up love.
thanks for listen
att calenco
He was seeing other girld and I new about her but I keep coming to him because I though that he would leave her and comeback to me but I was wrong.
we were in this sick friendship for one month but yesterday It was over.
How he can be so cool and give me some hope back there and now his new girlfriend is pregnant and that give me the streight to leave.
Its not right, and its so bad what he is doing too, I asking do you love her? and he said to me that he doesn't, how you going to bring a baby to this world without love?
I know it was my fault not to applied the no contact rule, but I was in so much love, and he was telling me that he still care about me, and that he was so alone without friends and he didn't want to lose me but he was confuse about me and her.
I was so stupid but why I have this feeling of still helping him........ but I need to run from this relatioship for my own sake, he doesn't need my help or friendship, he got into this problem and he has to come out alone.
Its time to move on, I just came believe that I was so naive and stupid to still thinking in him. I guess becuase he was my first love and I thought that I will married him.
It was sad to hear his last words of goodbye
"thanks it was fun" and I said to him well for me it was more than that and he answerd me "yes it was more for me too" I don't know if he really mean it but my heart want to believe that.
He is a totally different person now, not the sweet guy that I met before in the begining of our relationship.
I don't want to believe that he used me or that he was in lust for one year while for me it was pure love.
We had so many dreams together before even think in children but after we graduated, now I guess he will not do that, his parents are leaving the state, he will be alone and try to find a new job and place by her own here or miami if he wants to live with his new girlfriend and son, but I don't need to care about that anymore its not my problem I need to repeat that in my mind, I don't care about him anymore.
Now its just me.....
to cure my wounds and forget him and find my new love but I hope I can trust in somebody again I don't want to give up love.
thanks for listen
att calenco
