Just another hit from him
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| Fri, 04-14-2006 - 1:07am |
Well he decided let's send me a Passover card tonight.I get it i open it should have just trashed it,as soon i saw it on my inbox.
Read it so far the normal blah blah of Happy passover etc.....and then so my life is much better without you in it.i am making new friends and oh btw you remember S? (Yes i do remember her she is a friend of mine that went away to school.)
Well she is in town this weekend we have a date Saturday.And with that he ripped apart the scar that was starting to heal.It hurts all over again.I never thought he would be a monk or not want to find someone else. But to do this? Slap me in the face with it?
Well he won tonight and he does not even know it or maybe he does.
All i have right now is major hurt like it was new all over again.

Hi, I am still awake, and I want to say I am so sorry that happened to you. That was just plain cruel. I had my Ex blocked from receiving his e-mails for a couple weeks, and then I was dumb enough to unblock him. He started sending me e-mails on a pretext, not giving me any clue what was in them, but putting enticing headers on them like "I need to tell you something."
This upset me so bad, wondering what it was, and giving me a bit of hope he wanted to come back, but knowing in my heart it was just an excuse to keep in contact. I decided to just move the e-mail to a folder without opening it, and I am saving them all until the time I can open them without fear of being hurt more. I don't know when that will be, but that will satisfy my curiosity at some point and I am satisfied knowing they are safe on my computer.
I suggest you block him. That e-mail was uncalled for.
I have what you have a file with his name where all his email goes.From now on if he decides to send anything it will go there.This man is unreal he wanted no contact,then he sent the i forgive you mail which all about him of course.In it he was we can email from time to time if you wish.
I have not attempted to at all,i am working really hard on my issues and just staying busy.
He did this tonight cause he knew it would hurt me to the core .....he knows it is not easy for me to just go and date someone.(My other posts explain why)
What a jerk.
Geez, sorry to hear that. An e-card should be a good thing, not the way you felt afterwards! I agree with memphis, you'll just have to filter/block his emails now if that's the way they are going to be. How rude and selfish of him. Must've made him feel better; what low self-esteem he has.
You are better to focus on yourself and move on if this is what he is capable of. I'm sorry it felt like a setback for you, but you know you are better than these games.