Just venting

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Registered: 08-31-2010
Just venting
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Tue, 11-09-2010 - 8:24pm
No contact !! Im returning to the board for support Ive deleted my ex blocked him facebook and blocked him from calling me ! I may call him twice a month but when I do it's like a frenzy begins he rarely responds if I txt he doesn't txt back and often doesn't answer the phone ! When I call I'm simple hi how are you how's your family no deep conversations but I'm
very sad after I talk to him it's clear he could careless he's been doing good I told him I was proud he never responded to that so why am I just the fool here it's clear he could careless he never calls just to say hi or txt me anything bad but we just slept together on the 29th of October and I wasn't looking to be back together but he didn't call then after he was beggin me to have a baby by him I'm not confused just don't understand how a person can be so cruel
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Registered: 01-23-2010
Tue, 11-09-2010 - 9:15pm

Hey Lash, glad to hear you are finally cutting him out! :)

I know that as time goes on, you may feel inclined to let him back in, but do not fall for it! Stand strong and as you take steps to move on it will get easier and easier!

Probably not the best idea to sleep with him again, but at least you came out of that without being hooked again. You are taking note of how cruel his actions and attitude towards you really are, and it is good that you are now more aware.

It was so

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Registered: 08-31-2010
Tue, 11-09-2010 - 11:42pm
Ughh yes I am aware of his ways !! It's tuff I don't call him often over a month maybe twice or three times a part of me let him go and a part of me misses the friendship but he's such an jerk ! A part of me hates that he has not had or exsperienced karma ! It's almost like he brags about doing good the least he wants me to know is he's doing bad I hate I even get upset like it just a courstey I just keep it nuetral when I do call him why Is he such a ass
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Registered: 01-23-2010
Wed, 11-10-2010 - 9:18am

Lash, karma is something that eventually gets to everyone, but unfortunately it's not up to those who are hurt when/how it is delivered. But trust me it will happen. The universe will need to put into balance the bad energy that he gives out, by sending some to him. That also means that all of the good, loving energy you put out will be returned to you, and that's what you should focus on, instead of waiting around for him to get what he deserves. Embrace what it is you deserve out of life, and go out and pursue it!

<3

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Registered: 08-31-2010
Wed, 11-10-2010 - 12:12pm
Thanks soooo much I keep praying and I want to move on and enjoy life I beat myself up for calling him when clearly he can't even be respectful I feel I'm messing up with the good guys in my life because of him not totally letting go I guess I'm holding myself back even though I keep myself occuppied it just that lol thought in the back of my mind
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Registered: 04-21-2008
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 12:07pm

(HUGS) Lash and so nice to see you've returned for some support!

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Registered: 08-31-2010
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 1:16pm
Thanks I love the boards I love the support sometimes I just read other peoples stories to get a grip lol